Adventures of a Postdoc

September 4, 2007

How is the gym like research?

Ponder this:  Who gets the most attention at a gym – a fit, attractive woman or an obese woman?  While some might be tempted to say the former, I’d wager that it’s actually the latter.  Why?  There are a lot of average/attractive people at the gym, and many of them blend together.  But it’s rare to see an obese person, and chances are, they’ll get noticed and remembered by more people.

The past 3 trips to the gym, I couldn’t help but notice 3 different obese people.  I’m sure I’m not the only person to notice them, either.  One was walking around the track at a very slow pace yet was clearly out of breath.  Another was riding a bicycle, struggling to keep the pedals moving continuously.

The people I respect the most at the gym are not the attractive females with the perfect tans, or the muscle-heads who look around between sets to see who’s admiring them.  It’s the obese people.  It takes more courage for them to go to the gym and be the subject of stares and private chuckles than most people have, including myself.  Yet each time they go, they do so knowing they’ll stand out, and that they’ll have to work 20 times harder just to obtain a fraction of the results.

What does this have to do with research?  I chose a path in research that makes me feel like an obese person at the gym.  I worked 6 years to obtain my PhD in Neuroscience, focusing on animal physiology and behavior, yet instead of sticking with the same field for my post-doc, I chose to do something that was related to my dissertation yet in a field unfamilar to me.  I didn’t want to be like most post-docs I knew, who were an inch wide but a mile deep (i.e. they knew a lot about a specific topic).  I wanted to expand my knowledge and experiences so that I could be a mile wide as well.

So, I’ve essentially been that obese person for the past year, playing catch up regarding the knowledge and background that everyone already has, knowing that I would work 20 times harder just to obtain a fraction of the knowledge and results.  I’m sure I stuck out at meetings when it was clear I didn’t know things that grad students had already learned.

I could have stayed in my field and made my life easier, but I chose a different path.  Is it tough?  Absolutely.  Would I do it again?  Probably.  Most importantly, do I respect myself more for it?  Most definitely.

If you’re like me, and are considering a different field for your post-doc to broaden your experiences, ask yourself if you can handle being the obese person at the gym.  You’ll have to work harder than everyone else, you’ll feel inferior and feel like the world is looking down on you, and at times you’ll ask yourself why you did it.  But in the end, you’ll be rewarded with a broader knowledge, new experiences, and you’ll respect yourself more for taking the challenge.

The next time I see an overweight person at the gym looking self-conscious, I’m going to shoot them a smile and let them know that there are people who respect them the most.  I wish someone had done that for me when I started my post-doc.



  1. I don’t know you, but want to thank you. Like you, I chose that “other path” and you put my feelings into words. Amen to that. I went from an analytical and organic chemistry background to molecular bio. It’s irritating working 10-12 hr/day 5 days a week followed by two half days on the weekends and still not knowing what exactly is going on. On top of that, constantly getting turned down for travel awards, grants, etc because you’re doing research different than the focus of your dissertation just adds insult to injury.

    I think the worst is when something just doesn’t work out, and everyone thinks you’re making mistakes because you’re the dummy. They don’t want to listen to your ideas or reasoning because, well, although you spent numerous years learning how to think like a scientist, in their eyes you’re still incapable of following the scientific method, and you’ll never know more than Professor A, who, by the way is arrogant and self loathing, in addition to idiotic and uninformed.

    I am off to the gym now, and I’ll be sure to take your advice and give someone a pat on the back.

    Comment by CarolinaChemist — October 17, 2007 @ 4:27 pm

  2. great post. your decision to leave your phd field is inspiring. like most, i’m doing my phd field for my postdoc. some days, its like beating my head against a brick wall because i am completely and utterly bored with the topic.

    Comment by Paranoid PostDoc — January 14, 2008 @ 12:36 pm

  3. I googled and found your post just 1 hour after reading an email from a potential postdoc advisor. I have interviewed in the lab a few days ago, an highly competitive field linked to my dissection conceptually but not technically. I was turned down an offer, suggested to look somewhere else, because I do not have the on-hand experience on most of the techniques they are doing. “I think you will really struggle” was the advice I recceived.

    Comment by ZSL — May 1, 2012 @ 3:04 am

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